the odd one out

Okay i knew living with my housemates was going to be a problem the morning I moved in. I opened the door and tripped over one of my housemates naked passed out in the hallway. Needless to say it wasn't the welcome I'd hoped for. But I was thinking about everyone in the house the other day and realised how different I am. I am the only girl in the house over a size ten. That is depressing. Even though I know I'm not huge being the only one is a little bit daunting right? Anyway the student lifestyle isn't exactly tailored to help you lose weight. I reached my peak about three years ago when I was, let's be honest here...a fattie. Anyway I decided that enough was enough, bought all these execise DVDs and went to the gym all the time, cut out carbs, only ate vegetables and fruit and drank water for like four months. I dropped a hell of a lot of weight and I was really happy with myself. Anyway in December of that year for some unknown reason I decided that I wasn't thin enough and thought hell I'll eat what I want. And I did, and I ballooned. And now I'm at university and no matter how hard I try I cannot get back that motivation I once had, it's so annoying!!!! I'm going home for easter this friday and I'm determined to start exercising and eating properly again once there. But seriously, all my housemates do when they have nothing else to talk about it how fat they are and I'm sitting there thinking "guys what are you on about? have you seen me compared to you?" obviously I don't say this as they have large enough egos as it is. One of my housemates even runs up and down the stairs because she thinks tha being seven stone is overweight. (Sigh.) Still live in hope that my motivation will return. If anyone feels that they can give me any useful tips then they're more than welcome to leave them:D xXx